Video of the Week

Video of the Week

Video of the Week

Video of the Week

Video of the Week

Video of the Week

Another Oblivion video. This is all that it will be for a while.

Video of the Week

For many of you who haven't played Oblivion, this is something many players do (in some way or another).

Video of the Week

This is something my brother was watching, so I decided to put it up here. Enjoy...

Mania shall not fall

Mania has gone down to one post every month, so I will begin adding more to 'spruce' it up a little bit.

Just a small note. Anyway...

...There really is nothing else to post on here. How about, every saturday, Video of the Week?

bllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah part 2

If you look to your right, you will see a tasty treat...


If you see nothing there, you are obviously looking to YOUR right and not my lovely website list that pwns all. Oh when you're down...

bllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

meeeeeeeeeeep meeeeeeeeeeep xD

...

For a certain amount of time, I cannot be sure of how long, Mania will be open only to those who can write on it. If I knew how to set a password, I would've done that instead but I'm not sure if it is even possible. And someone give me Tommy's gmail, I was going to add him ages ago.

Editors Note

For those of you who read Mania on a daily basis, you will see that I have made a few changes. This may be temporary, it may not, but it might change again sometime this year should most people want that. My followers count as 1 person, authors as 2 and Lord Zaros (me) as 50,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 people.

I doubt most people read this, but I might release a few notes about the Shattered World for those who still read it/ have faith that a new part will be out soon. Anyway:

->Black Row didn't use their nuclear weapons first; they didn't want to destroy the Earth.
->Yarofev was once human before an unfortunate accident.
->The story doesn't end with The Shattered World.

I'll leave you to reflect on this.

And a quick note: Master Tommy has deleted his blog, but the link to it will remain here as a memorial that doesn't really do anything.

Bye Bye Mr CherryWinkles

i don't understand how i've caused so much trouble, i didn't choose this. i never wanted things to be like this. i never knew this would happen.
i've made a real mess of all of this haven't i?
my feelings changed. how come so many people are in trouble now?
this is about two people. what happened?!

I feel as though i'm one drop in the ocean and every day i'm getting more and more diluted until i'm nothing but a wish-wash of what i was.

Do you know My Mind?

Emptyness. Darkness. In front of your eyes, not a sight. Nothing can be seen through the sheet of pitch black. Then you close your eyes, and colours burn inside your head and, oh so slowly, a picture forms. Too normal for it to be a fantasy, yet nothing your living thought can revive from the past. After...how long? One hour? Two hours? It makes no difference, you never remember until much, much later.

Maybe you try to fathom your mind, try to dig up that that is best left buried, hidden under layers of happy memories, sad memories, memories you never want to forget and memories that build your whole life.

You wake up. If you don't remember your sleep, you are spared with ignorance. If you do remember, it haunts you for many days. Then it dawns on you.

You didn't dream last night. You didn't remember your own past. You have seen the future.

the only water i could find to drink was full of pollution

I dream of a today that doesn't leave me dreading the tomorrow

of something like that
i need you to need me
until we bleed
this is amazing...honest

LOVE
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falling into a casm of...hope?

oooh ja. drop your expectations and lie down ready for a wave of uncertain wonder to break over you...it'll be refreshing and burningly sweet; trust me sweetie.

LOVE
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When everything's looking okay.

Your guard will slip, the numbness will trip and suddenly you'll let everything in. The greys and the darkness. The cold and the hurt.
None of the good things are even visible...you forget what your own face looks like when you're smiling.
The duvet is pulled a little higher over your head. It muffles the screams and blocks out the onsetting doom. You swallow one and then another until the packet is empty. Your vision hazes, your beathing slows, you're feeling tired and you lower your head to the pillow again. You drift and fall, further and further, deeper and deeper. The blackness of uncertainty engulfs you whole. You're swimming but flailing. You're drowning

You wake up far later than you should.

You rub your eyes and focus upon your surroundings. It feels familiar but you're struggling to recognise where you are.
You weren't just sleeping you were in a fucking good forsaken DRUG INDUCED COMA. idiot. and let's remember just why you took those effing pills...TEN of them. You were upset because the boy you liked didn't like you back. THAT IS NO REASON TO EVEN TRY AND HURT YOURSELF...never mind trying to blooming well end it. You took the really easy, lazy, cowardly way. and gave up. Did you even pause for one moment to think what it might be like, how HORRIBLE it would be for your mum to find you?! you selfish cow!!
Don't you DARE THINK of ever doing something so idiotic again, capiche??!

Just think how good things are now, just...four...Four? months on. Things are going well. You almost wrecked all of that. you almost through it away. don't EVER do it again.

alright, now that's over, i'm glad you pulled through. there's first few weeks were TOUGH. Especially since you saw him every day. and he was ALWAYS saying those things that just made you fell so...i dunno...like you were flying?! it felt great...and real which is why it hurt so much more when he turned out to be FAKE.

right, hush now, don't get your temper up 'n' focus on the good stuffs 'n' rock 'n' roll. oh and 62 calories sucks, go get some real food in you foooool. it's way past lunch time. eejit. xD

aurevoir then sweetie.

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